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FAITH is words, not feelings!
YOU'RE Still Good...
YOU'RE Still Good...
There I sat in the dimly lit room in the morgue, holding her hand, angry and bitter. I was so furious. I thought I felt warmth coming back into her hand. I wanted that so badly. She died anyway. I prayed as hard as I could, then I cursed. I cursed her so hard. I cursed God so much.
"This was so wrong. How could this happen, without notice."
It was so sudden, and definitely too soon. This was not how it was supposed to end. So abruptly. So unprepared I was. We'd just spoken two days ago. No one told me it got complicated. She never told me it got complicated. I could have come sooner. I could have dropped everything and come sooner. It hurt so much, even now it still does. An entourage met me at the airport, but I didn't think anything of it. I mean, it was thanksgiving right. No one said anything about it. But once I opened the apartment door I just knew. The gut wrenching pain I felt in my stomach, like someone was playing tug of war with my insides. The pull, the tear, the pain. I bellowed so hard. Somehow I just knew. I sensed that she had died, and I let them take me to the morgue to see her.
It was a normal checkup, a regular checkup. They made a mistake, and just like that, she's no more. A simply wrong dosage. A small error, and she was no more. I literally just spoke to her. Why didn't she tell me to change my flight? We'd talked about things we were going to do, like make her perfect tiramisu for thanksgiving, etc... This was just too much. The walls came tumbling down. There I stood in a Jericho moment. Have you ever had one of those? The moment everything that's supposed to be stable, powerful and perfect comes crashing down uncontrollably. (Jericho was supposed to be the most fortified city at that time). Imagine, hmmmm... maybe your:
- Perfect marriage
- Secure family
- Beautiful children
- Super relationship
- Awesome friendship
- Secure job
- Financial security
15 After Nathan had gone home, the Lord struck the child that Uriah’s wife had borne to David, and he became ill. 16 David pleaded with God for the child. He fasted and spent the nights lying in sackcloth on the ground. 17 The elders of his household stood beside him to get him up from the ground, but he refused, and he would not eat any food with them.
18 On the seventh day the child died. David’s attendants were afraid to tell him that the child was dead, for they thought, “While the child was still living, he wouldn’t listen to us when we spoke to him. How can we now tell him the child is dead? He may do something desperate.”
19 David noticed that his attendants were whispering among themselves, and he realized the child was dead. “Is the child dead?” he asked. “Yes,” they replied, “he is dead.”
20 Then David got up from the ground. After he had washed, put on lotions and changed his clothes, he went into the house of the Lord and worshiped. Then he went to his own house, and at his request they served him food, and he ate.
The king's heart is in the hand of the LORD, as the rivers of water: HE turneth it whithersoever HE will. Every way of a man is right in his own.
I had a Jericho moment. It's one of the hardest things I've ever encountered. Over the years, Our Father God has proven HIS faithfulness to me, over and over again. Sometimes I ran off like the Prodigal son Luke 15. And sure enough, there HE was looking out, and waiting with open arms. Sometimes, God chases you. HE waits patiently in the background for you to wake up. Love forgives without condemnation. There are consequences, but it's just a part of the process. The goal is reconciliation. Sometimes like Job, my friends have accused me of things they don't understand. Job 4. Another Jericho moment. People are people! And Life is lifing! Jericho moments are the ebb and flow of it all. The only thing constant is the love of Our Heavenly Father towards us. No matter how many times we get it wrong, HE'S still good. HE'S still the most loving encounter we'll ever experience in our lifetime. Today, as I stand in yet another Jericho moment, I'm not running away. Instead, I've learnt to seek HIS embrace. It's safe, it's peaceful and it's rejuvenating. Are you hurting? What have you lost? What do you feel powerless to change or save? If you do, know this, HE forgives! HE heals! HE resurrects! HE'S the G.O.A.T. (greatest of all times) on restoration. HE is a restorer. Ask David, ask Paul. Better yet ask Jesus.
Romans 8:1
There is therefore now no condemnation to them which are in Christ Jesus, who walk not after the flesh, but after the Spirit.
Our Father...
OUR FATHER..
- When we come to God, we must acknowledge that we exist in community. Absolutely, no man is an island. We are all a part of a whole system.
- We are built for service. All jobs tend to serve others. Even in politics, those who lead are called ministers, eg. prime minister. Doctors, lawyers, chefs, schools, hospitals and service stations all exist to serve others.
- Though some of us many times try to operate independently, we need each other. We need the farmer, the household helper, the garbage collector, etc.. No one is inessential. Just as the body needs the pinky finger, so too we need each other.
- Each part has a different role. In order for us to successfully advance, we need to voluntarily support each other. The individual has to take care of the elbow as well as the knee. When one part of the body is hurting, it affects the rest of the body and it's ability to function optimally.
- Though we are unique, God sees us as a unit. HE expects us to come to HIM on behalf of each other. HE expects us to fulfill HIS divine purpose, and also to represent each other amicably.
But as many as received HIM, to them gave HE power to become the sons of God, even to those who believe in HIS name, — 13 children born not of natural descent, nor of human decision or a husband’s will, but born of God.
The Helper, the Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in my name, will teach you everything and make you remember all that I have told you.
I have given you the authority to trample on snakes and scorpions and over all the power of the enemy; nothing at all will harm you
Jesus said, “What I'm about to tell you is true. You need to change and become like little children. If you don't, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven.
Rabboni....I Have Seen HIM!
Rabboni....I Have Seen HIM!
John 20
Have you seen HIM? Have you seen the risen Lord? Has HE spoken to you? Has HE taught you nothing? Are you currently in a real relationship with HIM? Does HE call you by your name? Have you gone seeking for HIM? Have you gone alone? Have you waited earnestly?
After HIS crucifixion, after HIS burial in the tomb, after three days - Jesus rose from the dead. HIS death on the cross released every believer from every power of sin and death; and also reconciled us back to the Almighty God our Father. 2 Corinthians 5 HIS resurrection means that we too have power over every sin and dead situation in our lives. These situations include relationships that we think are irredeemable, dreams that we think are unattainable, miracles we believe are impossible, prayers we think are neglected, sins that we think are unforgiveable, maladies, careers, ministries, marriages, children, mistakes, losses, etc... Our human experiences are very limited, and our exposure to 'smear' often limits our imagination. Though we have the capacity, we are like birds in a recently opened cage. We've been caged for so long, we are afraid to fly through the open window set before us. Jesus's resurrection is about trusting HIS word and ability to set us free. But we do not always believe.
2 Peter 1: 1 - 3- Sometimes we have habits in our lives that we would love to change but feel powerless to do so. For though we might have attempted to do it on multiple occasions, we often always fall back feeling trapped and overwhelmed.
- Sometimes it our 'little' secret. The thing that contaminates us, that we keep hidden.
- Or maybe that 'big elephant in the room' that we can't escape. Something so unforgettable or unforgivably wrong that was done to us that keeps us docile.
- Sometimes it's what others have done to us or hammered in our heads by their compounded negative actions and / words. We've somehow come to accept it as gospel.
7 Do not be deceived: God cannot be mocked. A man reaps what he sows. 8 Whoever sows to please their flesh, from the flesh will reap destruction; whoever sows to please the Spirit, from the Spirit will reap eternal life.
He that spared not His own Son, but delivered Him up for us all, how shall He not with Him also freely give us all things?
19 Do you not know that your bodies are temples of the Holy Spirit, who is in you, whom you have received from God? You are not your own; 20 you were bought at a price. Therefore, honor God with your bodies.
When The Lion Roars...
When The Lion Roars...
Daniel 6
When the lion roars, he can be heard from 5 miles away. He struts like a king who dominates the area. His roar is to claim territory and strike fear into all. Size is not a deterrent. His prowl is calculated. He is wise and selective. He is fierce and fearless. He can jump over 35 feet high and he's extremely strong. He has a posse, and he's out for blood. He's known as the king of the jungle. He hunts everything. No one dares to silence him, except God!
21 Daniel answered, “May the king live forever! 22 My God sent his angel, and he shut the mouths of the lions. They have not hurt me, because I was found innocent in his sight. Nor have I ever done any wrong before you, Your Majesty.”In the lion's den, Daniel was not afraid because he understood man's limit. He had seen God do too much for him, to doubt God's ability to do even more. He feared God more than man. He was innocent. He knew too well that obedience to God was better than sacrifice.
- He had been captured as a teenager and brought to a foreign land. Yet promoted.
- His gang remained healthy on just a leafy diet.
- His friends escaped the fiery furnace uncinched.
- He had seen a most powerful king eat grass.
- He ruled foreigners in their country, in their government.
- He was right when he interpreted the king's dream.
- He was right when he interpreted the writing on the wall.
- He walked in favor with God and with man.
- He had a real relationship with his God.
"For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways and my thoughts than your thoughts."
If you are walking in the will of God for your life, you will have enemies. Ask Jesus, or Paul. The men decided to go without food until Paul was dead. Acts 23 The Pharisees plotted to kill Jesus because HE was too popular. John 11 Herod's wife asked for John's head on a charger. Matthew 14 Jesus told HIS disciples to take up their cross. It's a decision we all have to make. We have to be prepared for earthly "unfair" judgement when we decide to stand for God's laws. We make ourselves unpopular when we chose to declare our faith in the face of adversity. But faith can only come from a place of a true relationship with God. There's no way around it. Faith is about jumping in and knowing your Father God will catch you. You have to become like a child when it comes to The Almighty God. You have to step out of your boat into the water and walk towards Jesus like Peter. You have to keep your eyes on Jesus all the way, or you will sink. Are you innocent in God's eyes? Are your eyes focused on Jesus? Are you committed to God? You have to have your own story of what you've seen God do in your own life. David saw God rescue him from bears and other wild animals when he was with his sheep. He wasn't afraid of Goliath. Goliath was just another beast. Goliath was just a pea brain in comparison to God. David understood that God made Goliath as well. He understood that God was in charge. God is always in charge! What have you seen God do? What have you trusted HIM to do? Only God is all powerful!
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God is supreme! There is no situation that you can ever encounter that is not subject to God's authority. It doesn't matter where you are. It doesn't matter who or what you are facing. God is always in control of everything. As long as you focus on God, HE will work it out. Just remember that your most powerful weapon is prayer. The disciples didn't ask God to show them how to do miracles. They asked HIM to teach them how to pray. They observed the source of HIS strength. Prayer is the work. Jesus always resorted to prayer. Queen Esther told her people to pray. Esther 4. Daniel prayed three times daily. He went into his house, turned to the window facing Jerusalem and prayed when he realized that they had plotted for his death. You have to believe that God will work it out. HE is your help. Like a shower, you need prayer every day. It is what it is. When you're not sure what to do - remind HIM of HIS word. Psalm 121. The great news is - because of Jesus' finished work on the cross; every power in the earth is now subject to us as believers. Like a lion, we should be fierce and fearless in our communities knowing that God has given us power to overpower any and every adversary. Know that when we feel weak, that's when we are most strong, because then HE fights for us. God is our posse. HE is our pride. Greater is HE that is in us than he that is in the world. The same spirit that rose Jesus from the dead is alive in us today.
Luke 10:19
I have given you authority to trample on snakes and scorpions and to overcome all the power of the enemy; nothing will harm you.
Faith in God's ability is the ingredient to overcome all fears. Just imagine the growls of the lions before Daniel was thrown into the den. Just imagine spending an entire night with multiple lions walking around you. Just imagine the sight of all the dead bones in the den from prior people. Imagine the awful smells. Plus, they shut him in with a stone. Yet he survived. What den have you been thrown into? Do you have others scheming and plotting, even lying or spreading rumors about you? Are you surrounded by lions, situations and or systems and people that seem more powerful than you? Remind HIM of HIS word. Psalm 91. Remember, it is always about HIS Glory. God works it out to draw men unto himself. In the end, not just Daniel, but a whole nation that needed 120 satraps to lead them, now bowed to the Almighty God. Daniel did not complain. Instead, he gave thanks. His relationship with God was more important than what others thought of him. We do not always understand God's agenda, but we ought always to give thanks. When you don't know what to do PRAISE GOD. Like Paul and Silas in prison, praise God. Your faith, your commitment and obedience to HIM is what matters. HE will open your oppressive gates and give HIMSELF the glory.
Daniel is the only prophet who lived through four different regimes (Nebuchadnezzar, Belshazzar, Darius, and Cyrus). God did that! HE is sovereign over all. Daniel's enemies and their families were crushed in the lions den. God caused that. All wisdom and power come from God. Daniel was a 'big deal' in a foreign government. He had seen man's power in comparison to God's. Proverbs 21. Inspite of his position, he remained humble and faithful to God. He understood that God could handle any terrorizing situation, by HIMSELF anytime. He understood that God could shut the mouths of any and every enemy power. He understood that all the glory belongs to God. Therefore, God revealed many things to him in dreams and visions. Ask. Talk to God. Pray continually. Jeremiah 33. If you seek revelation, stay humble. If you seek justice, turn to God. Draw near to God and HE will draw near to you. At exactly the right time, God will work it out. God is forever sovereign. HE will ALWAYS be the last one standing. Nothing and no one is as powerful! Do not compromise your faith. Never trade obedience to God! It's not worth it!
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TESTIMONY: They Stabbed Me for My Faith but Yeshua Healed My Heart – Pod for Israel
WORSHIP: God Will Work It Out (feat. Naomi Raine & Israel Houghton) | Maverick City Music | TRIBL
When you don't know what to do ROAR GOD'S PRAISE!
Can These Bones Live Again...PROPHESY! Ezekiel 37
Can These Bones Live Again...PROPHESY! Ezekiel 37
What situation are you facing today that seems completely hopeless and devoid of restoration? Are you feeling powerless to change a circumstance, or too overwhelmed to think about it? Do you feel buried in unresolve? Is there something or someone that just seems unchangeable and irreversibly lost? If any of these match your reality, let's talk this through for a minute. What you feel powerless to do, 'Your Father' God is powerful to prevail.
Whatever the Almighty God has done before, HE is willing and able to do it again. HE is not limited to time and space like us humans. HIS ways and thoughts far exceed ours on every level. Isaiah 55 HE never sleeps nor slumbers and nothing escapes HIS purview. HE'S never caught off guard. It's extremely important that we know God's promises to us HIS children, and the power that HE bestows on those who choose to walk in obedience to HIS precepts. Study HIS Word. Recite HIS promises to HIM. Isaiah 43. Jesus before HE left HIS disciples and went back to heaven told them that HE had given them more power than any force that they could/ would ever confront in the earth.
Luke 10:19Behold, I give to you power to tread on serpents and scorpions, and over all the power of the enemy: and nothing shall by any means hurt you.
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The Israelites who were considered the people of God had been disobedient to HIS laws. As a result, God allowed them to be captured by one of their enemies the Babylonians, who destroyed their city and robbed their wealth. They were driven from their homeland to Babylon. While they were in exile, God confirmed that HE had not forgotten them and that HE would one day take them back there. They were very grieved and homesick, hopeless even. They had given up on God and even started worshiping other gods. Inspite of their waywardness, God sent the prophet Ezekiel to encourage them to return to worshiping HIM. But before God sent him, God gave Ezekiel several visions. God revealed HIS restoration plan for HIS people in several ways. One of the ways was by showing Ezekiel a valley of dead people - dry bones; people who had been dead for a very long while. It was a valley filled with dry bones and no water nor plants. There was absolutely no sign of life around. There were no human resources available to change the situation. Do you have any 'dead situations' lying around/ any sealed tombs or closets/ any heavy stones to roll away? What about memories, lost dreams, forgotten hopes?
7 Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you:
8 For every one that asketh receiveth; and he that seeketh findeth; and to him that knocketh it shall be opened.





